Can’t say GoodBye

As I sit on my car, I look up to the sky
I saw the black sky and there was a bright star
I delivered a message that comes out of my heart,
To reach your heart while you are faraway ..
I just realized that summers coming up
And you have to travel,
I started shedding my tears more and more 
Am I gona see you again
Am I gona hang out with you again
Am I able to live without you
Am I able to let you go
Am I gona taste the loneliness again 
Then I remembered the first day we met,
You pulled my hand from the nothing
I wasTo the great person I become
Our relation just took few years
But it seems like so long ago
We are great together
We know how to relieve each other
We pray for each other
We get upset when the other becomes down
We always stand by each other 
Maybe I am exaggerating
But it just broke my heart to say goodbye 
Just keep in mind one thing
No matter the distance
No matter the new comers in our life
Nothing will change
Summers can come and go
And our friendship will stay as it is 
Kuwait, London, no matter the miles
You will always be in the bottom of my heart
Love you no matter what 

24.07.05 , i wrote this because my best friend was traveling for one month ..

Why I write

Writing is the reflection of your soul
Some people write to collect toll
And some write to feel whole
And others write to console
But I write from the heart
Not to get people close after being apart
Or become more than ever smart
I write to light the dark path
Of readers, to make them have a goal
And get them on life some control
Enabling them to correct their holes

A close Friend

Having a close person is a gift
But being careless makes it drift
And relationships can then shift 
You’ll say she won’t go away
For another love she won’t obey
And she’ll be with me everyday  
But brain in this state get confused
And heart can get more bruised
For love sake being so abused  
Relationship is based on trust
Relationship is based on respect
Don’t wonder if your level in heart
Changed or in anyway adjust